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kuatkan laa hatiku ini , Ya Allah :'(
Friday, September 7, 2012 | 0 comments
assalamualaikum :')tgk title pun dah sedih kan ? honestly mmg iena baru lepas nangis , hari ni mmg syahdu sangat , senang sangatnak menangisnya . the first things that menyebabkan iena sedih cuz ade mcm gado laa skit dgn mak iena , Im sorry mom :"( secnd , iena teramatlaa rindu kat dia . kenapa iena tak kuat erk ? iena nak sangat iena yang dulu , yg bolee face pape with smile but now its different . a lot of things that happen to me and im not enough stronger to face all this . seriously , iena dah cuba sedaya upaya for lupekan dia tapi tetap tak bolee . kenapa lah kan ? iena tgk dia bahagia je tanpa iena dalam hidup dia :( sumpah sedih , tapi iena cuba paham dia tuh macam mane . kawan iena ade ckap buang je ego then tegur je dia . hmm , macam mane iena nak tegur dia kalau iena thu dia dah tak sayang iena . macam mane thu dia dah tak sayang iena ? kalau text iena pun tak pernah , IM pun just cuz kawan dy yang saje nak tegur iena baik tak payah . iena nak dia yang tegur iena , bukan kawan dia :'(
sakitkan macam ni ? mmg sakit tapi apa boleh buat kan ? perasaan org lain kita tak boleh paksa . dia yang nak , takkan nak terhegeh-2 kat dia pulak . tapi this week mmg banyak kejadian that make me miss him :( why must ? maybe Allah have a reason why I have to face all this .
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kalau laa iena kuat mesti semua ni tak jadikan ? winkwink ^^ Im just try to smile cuz that is the best for me . hmm , iena you can do . chaiyok ! >_<
btw , iena ade lagi probs . hmm , ade kawan iena ni . pengakuan mmg kami rapat tapi dia dah ade makwe laa . so macam persahabatan kami terbatas . iena kawan ngn dia salah . dengan member lagi sorg pun salah :( habis iena takyah kawan ngn dorg 2 ke ? jangan risau laa iena takkan rampas pakwe A.K.A bf koranglaa cuz hati iena mmg tak terbuka for sape-2 lagi . okey paham ?
* Im waiting for someone . could you came back into my life ?